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2011-07-07T21:51:00.003+08:00

July 2,
Birthday celebration at East Coast.

12 midnight, cutting of cake.

I'm officially 15!

Spent the night at east coast. Went home on 3rd July.

July 3,
Singapore Museum? not sure which it is :)

July 4th,
Orchard with Huiling and ChinTeng

yay! :3

LOVERS IN JAPAN

2011-07-07T21:08:00.002+08:00

Hello! Omg I got so much to blog I don't know where to start.

I'm finally back to upload this old blog. It feels like.. Like I'm coming back to somewhere familiar.

Blogging used to be a thing, or should I say a task, that I have to complete. When I first started, I had to blog every single day. Even when I had nothing to blog at all, I would squeeze something out. But slowly, the days become weeks, and weeks become months.

I seldom use to computer now. The cycle of school life is dragging myself to school, coming back tired and shit, bathe, tv, eat, sleep and the cycle continues. When it's the holidays, I'd be so busy I don't even have the time for tv. I'll go out almost everyday, come home really tired, sleep till half of my day is over, and repeat. I feel like the holidays pass in a blink of an eye.

I feel that... perhaps blogging isn't really all that important now. When you have so much to do. I've thought of maybe deleting this blog, since maybe no one reads it now and I seldom use the computer, much less say blog. But I couldn't bring myself to. I feel like my blog has been with me through thick and thin, watched me grow up, take all my nonsense and stuff. Everytime I go to go and take lots of pictures, I have the strong urge to blog it all by at most 2 days. But now I don't even take so much pictures anymore. I've been hesitating for a long time, whether to delete. But I feel, I'd rather let it rot there then delete all the memories that I've kept for so long with me. At least it's always there, I could always look back, better than having nothing.

Also, I don't wanna be addicted to the computer and not do the things I have to complete. I'll keep this blog, but I won't update it so often. I will whenever I have the time.

Right now, I'm gonna post all the pictures that I have taken but have never blogged it.

May 13th.
Orchard with Huiling.

Before May 29th.
Hand made baby a pillow for his birthday ^^

Can't believe I sewed everything and made this!

May 28th,
picnic at Sentosa with baby :)

June 4th,
Flea at Orchard with Huiling, Chinteng and Cheryl.

Met baby after that at evening.
Went to Boat Quay.

June 9th,
I kept a hammy again! ^^

June 10th,
AMK & Woodlands with Huiling.

July 1st,
celebrated our second month at the fishing/prawning place at Yishun.

That's all the overdued pictures I have with me.

Will be updating on my birthday for the next post as soon as I get the photos.

Bye! :)

STILL HERE...

2011-06-04T01:14:00.002+08:00

Still here.

Have yet to vanish from the surface of the Earth, though many of you may think I already have.

Am still gonna blog, maybe even though no one's reading. :)

Life's been.. well.. long and tough? But still better than the past with bb now here with me :)

Been going out a lot, more than 3 times a week, feel really busy, rarely have time for computer, one of the reasons why I haven't been active in blogger and facebook.

Just a short update, gonna end here. :)

SWEET DISPOSITION

2011-05-08T17:22:00.004+08:00

I'm back.

Guess I really don't have any time left for cyber world. I actually prefer reading than using the com now. Been really busy with school stuff. Exams, revising, researching and doing my art. It's really stressful. 3 papers down already. Hoping for June holidays to come now. :)

Moreover, been spending lots of time with friends n honey every week, have been going out everyday from Monday to Sunday.

I still have so much left to do, and I'm meeting Huiling soon.

I probably won't update so much anymore, unless I want to or have something I wanna update. :)

This is a quick update.

Had CIP, Newspaper collection on I forgot when.

DO NOT spot me.

This is long overdued, more than 3 weeks ago.

SNOWING~~

Been to the zoo I think 2 weeks ago? :) It's been so long since I went to the zoo, guess it's more than 5 years.

Yup I'm done. Bye :)

YOU'RE JUST A CANNIBAL AND I'M AFRAID I WON'T GET OUT ALIVE

2011-04-12T18:49:00.005+08:00

Hello! I'm back. Couldn't fulfill the promise of submitting a post on Tuesday, cause there's WAY TOO MUCH pictures to be uploaded into this post and I didn't have the time cause I have CCA till 6pm. Yup.

As promised, a good post. This is gonna be a good long post, together with pictures accumulated for weeks. HAHA

So, these 3-4 weeks have been really busy for me. Staying back at school almost everyday for CCA, art supplementary and stuff. It's like I'm attending an Arts school. So much Art to do in a week! I think school life is better now, though I'm much more busy. But hey, it means I can reduce eating so much fast food and save more money cause more time is spent at school. :) I can also improve my Art. And use less com cause by the time I reach home I'm so tired I just eat and go to sleep. Yup. I've survived 5 days without com HAHAHA. GOOD, GOOD.

A short summary of what I've been doing these few weeks:

▲ I PASSED MY 2.4KM RUN!!! FINALLY!!!! SOOOO HAPPY. 17MIN++

▲ BOUGHT NEW BOOTS, BAGS AND CLOTHING

▲ STARTING ON ART EXAM, WITH MY FIRST DRAWING OF MARILYN MONROE ♥

▲ I PASSED A MATHS TEST DEPENDING ON MY OWN, NO COPYING

▲ I TRIED ON MY FIRST MAXI DRESS

▲ HAD CHINESE ORAL, FUCKING HARD

Okay so here's what I've been up to these few weeks: I HOPE SOMEONE READS THIS, I TOOK SO MUCH TIME TO CREATE THIS POST!

1st April, Friday

Was out to Bugis with Huiling. Have been going out a lot on Fridays and Saturdays. ^^

Fucking hell, it was April Fools', and a terrible one. We were stuck in the fire exit. Needed a place to pack all the stuffs we bought, so we went to the fire exit. The stupid door only opens from the outside, not on the inside! FUCKING RETARDED. -.-

Went home, my fucking 3 connector ring was stuck on my finger and freaking swell. Had to saw it off. Freaking heart pain, 3 connector ring!!! _l_!!

3rd April, Sunday

Was out with Huiling on Sunday to Orchard & Summerset. Went to lots of malls! IT'S GOOD HAIR DAY! ^-^

COCK EYE

I NEVER KNEW I COULD DO THIS

ORCHARD CENTRAL

8 April, Friday

Out with Huiling again. To AMK first then to Jurong. Went to lots of shops :)

9 April, Saturday

Huiling came to my house first~ She wanted to use the com. Few hours later, prepared to meet ChinTeng & Karen at Vivo.

Was heading over to Universal Studios. Bought some food first, then took the ride over.

First outing with them ^-^

Freaking hell. STOP TAKING THE TRAIN PEOPLE. YOU CAN NOW WALK OVER TO THE FIRST STATION OF SENTOSA. DON'T WASTE YOUR $3.

I FEEL LIKE A LOSER. $3!!!!!!!!!

Queuing up for the tickets to Universal Studios

Currently waiting to get in at 7pm. It fucking rained! Spoiled the fun!

Here we are at Universal Studios!

GONNA PRINT THIS OUT

Karen left here cause she wasn't feeling well.

FUCKING COOL PLEASE

After Universal Studios, headed over to Siloso Beach I think?

Having difficulties with my shoe lol

OPPPS DID I SCARE YOU HAHAHAHA

After the beach, back to Vivo.

Parted ways and reached home at 11pm.

10 April, Sunday

Met Huiling AGAIN. You guys must be wondering why she's so free. She's single now~ Freaking bored at home so we're meeting often HAHA :D

She came to my house first, then we headed over to NEX. Walk walk. :)

HAHA. Not much pics. Home after that.

These are some overdued pics. SERIOUSLY overdued. Taken on the day I bought my camera.

I ♥ MAMA

BYE! I think I'm gonna remove my tagboard. HAHAHA. I need to revamp my blog. Hopefully I have the time. IT'S FUCKING 10.30PM DAMN LATE I HAVE TO SLEEP BYE.

HEY, I'M STILL ALIVE, NOT DEAD.

2011-04-10T22:22:00.002+08:00

So...... I guess maybe no one's reading my blog anymore. But hey, I'M STILL GONNA BLOG.

I promise a good post with lots of pictures either tomorrow or tuesday. I have so much to do, been really busy these few weeks.

Right now, I'm getting the pictures to work. It won't transfer through my camera. Still trying now.

Bye!

THE BANGLES - WALK LIKE AN EGYPTIAN

2011-03-27T21:26:00.025+08:00

DAT CUNT SPAMMIN MY TAGBOARD, DIZ

FOR U

SO,

AND

CAUSE,

CAUSE

NOTE TO SELF:

I AIN'T EVEN AFFECTED

HOW D'YA LIKE THAT BITCH?

HELLO. ME BACK. BEEN 2 FUCKIN SHITTY WEEKS. HOW'RE YOU GUYS? SO THIS A QUICK POST BOUT WHAT'S GOING ON FOR 2 WEEKS

Had a week holiday. BORING AS FUCK.

I forgot when I went out. So I won't be saying when?

Went out with Mum to TPY and then to Ikea and Giant. ^^

I FUCKED MY FRINGE SO I CLIPPED IT. SO RARE.

Was out with Huiling and ChinTeng (OMG EVEN RARE) to collect our stuffs from blogshop. Met Huiling at Jurong East. Bus over to Toh Guan. Collect stuff, mrt back to Serangoon. Ct left to meet bf, Huiling & I to NEX. Walk walk and chilled~

new shoes i bought.

3 connector ring ♥♥♥

After that she came over to my house. Then Dad fetched me and her to Hougang Mall, dropped her off, then I went to buy my camera. Weeeee~ Finally have a camera lol.

So far as I can recall, I think I went out for only 2 days. Rest of the holidays fucking rot at home. ZZZ

This week, just normal studying. Boring like hell -.-

Must say school really sucked. CCA stuff and shit so much problems. Don't even know why I can't have a normal school life like others. -.- Life REALLY started to suck when secondary school started. SIGH. Just taking each day as it comes. Hope this year ends fast.

Well that's all for now. Bye sweeties.

we like to sleep all day, and party all night

2011-03-14T21:46:00.005+08:00

6 hours ago, I told myself that I'll start blogging in 10 minutes. I kept telling myself that and now it's already 9.55pm. LOL

So, here's a quick post on what happened last week:

Monday to Wednesday,

Was having elective modules. OMG I love it!!! I actually picked hospitality as my first choice. Ok I thought hospitality was going to the hospital etc but it was actually the kind where you serve people all that. UGH NEVER SAY PROPERLY LOL. I didn't regret getting into this choice actually. Ok I didn't even mention what it was. It's performing musician. Was so fun! Instructor so slack pls, every 30 min-1 hour 10 minute breaks, 1 day 3 breaks sometimes 2 hours LOOOL. Even though it's from 7am to 5.30pm. OH wait he even releases us early :D If school was like that everyday, I'll attend it!

So here's what we did for 3 days:

Yup. lol we don't have the luxury of using proper instruments, used buckets and pails instead LOOL. ok me and ct's and some boys' was proper instruments. ours was the agogo bells! :D Had a performance in the hall on wednesday RETARDED we did so badly LOL. I did feel disappointed okay!

We were supposed to perform for MCYS people too, but they didn't even come -_- well I had hell lots of fun. :) But was sad tho, didn't even see Mr Andre the last time! Oh ya, had a video too okay!

Thursday and Friday was just any normal schooling day, boring as hell!

So here are just some random stuff,

What's on my makeup table? ;)

I♥VINTAGE!

Did my nails yesterday, was just trying out something I never tried: sponging technique~

I realised it was easier to create straight lines or maybe gradient effects using sponge rather than just brushing it on. Loved the finishing :) SOOOOOO BLING xD

So I'm gonna attempt to do/add some stuffs to my room, gonna get busy!

Gonna buy some felt and cut out those words like the ones above ^ just that it'll be this sentence below. OHHHHHH YEAH LED LIGHTS!!! Still waiting for dad to install them...

HAHAHAHAHAH It shall be a big piece on the wall 8D

Gonna tear pieces of these random papers from magazine and fill up one fricken wall

Hopefully try to redo my accessories corner into something like that, rings all placed out. Rather than it now all in a plate like in f21 LOL

HAHAHA I AM SOOOOOOO TUMBLR INSPIRED

Right now I'm having a holiday. Wait is it even a holiday? Mondays to Thursdays remedial from fucking 8am to 2pm. BUT IT IS still a holiday for me because I am fucking not going back! Fucking hell, it's called a HOLIDAY for a reason! Besides I took so long to do my nails, NO WAY!

So yup, Wednesday I'm gonna go get a camera. YES FINAAAALLLLYYYY

Thursday to Jurong with the 4 girls to collect our clothing and go shopping.

Other days......... I'll think. :)

BYE!

i'm two quarters and a heart down

2011-03-02T18:21:00.005+08:00

"Letting go doesn't mean giving up, but
rather accepting that there are things that
cannot be."

Hello, finally back to blog.

It's March already. Time passes by so quickly!

Regarding school, I got back some of my common test results. And I must say that I've flunked almost all of it. Was done really badly. Have to stop playing and eating so much in class LOL.
I failed English, Geo, Maths, Sci (phy n chem).
So I got 6 for Geo, 4 for Maths, 12 for physics and I think 6 for chemistry also? English not sure. Oh I forgot to mention I didn't attend school today. Woke up with fucking sore red eyes. Fucking hurts when I blink so I didn't attend.

Also, I'm sure I'm gonna fail Art cause I only had one hour to create an abstract from 4 different pictures given zzz HOW TO FINISH!?

So far I only passed one which is Chinese and it was also terribly done, just passed. I don't know when we'll ever get to pass English. Mrs V never lets us pass. -.- My whole class failed and it sucks to fail at your best subject.

Sec 3 life sucks. Especially with ms goh's enrichment programme plus tutoring and mentoring for sec 2 students OMG PLZ SUCK DICKS U SUCK. Have to stay back once a week to tutor students for an hour. I COULD GET SOME SLEEP AND FUN WITH THAT AMOUNT OF TIME. It's like every day it's packed. We're students going to school to study not to tutor people!! HELLO, we pay school fees!! I don't get it, why are we born to have such a tough life, and end up dying, leaving all our loved ones? Why is some born rich, with a silver spoon in their mouth, and some suffer? Everyone should be born to live a good life. No one should be working or studying. It should rain money, not water. EVERYONE SHOULD LIVE A GOOD LIFEEEEEEEEE~~! *plays One Republic - Good Life*

This few weeks, I've been:
Going to ChinTeng's house for like almost everyday LOL for..

I realised I am actually addicted to it.

Baked cookies a few days ago at her house with Karen & Huimin. Later on I'm gonna bake it again ughhhhh

OKAY now I'm gonna do this.

Day 1 - your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

Hm, my thoughts on single life? Yeah sometimes it's pretty good. :D No quarrels, no one bothers the fuck outta you, you're happy, problems are reduced lesser. But sometimes when you feel like shit, you need a shoulder, you need a hug, no one can actually give you one. Weekends are sometimes boring, everyone is on a date, you're at home sinking into your sofa munching on crap. Valentine's is worse, I don't need to point it out. :) But hey, as long as you got your good friends, being single doesn't matter 8D

Day 2 - where you’d like to be in 10 years.

Married, living a really simple and happy life. :)

Day 3 - your views on drugs and alcohol.

AN EXCUSE TO BE A BITCH AND DO ALMOST ANYTHING!

Day 4 - your views on religion.

Sozzzzzzzzzz, i'm not into this kinda stuff.

Day 5 - a time you thought about ending your own life.

It was a few years back, when life was REALLY shitty. Didn't pass my exams, life at home was really shitty. Oh I actually even agreed with my friend that we'll go jump off a building. LOL YES PLEASE LAUGH, CALL ME CRAZY. Now I feel so stupid.

Day 6 - write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

• My last haircut was 3 years ago.
• I hate green tea. Or tea. Just TEA.
• I hate sweet stuff, prefer sour more.
• I'm really really bad at Math.
• I love reading up/watching documentaries about: Egypt, American History, Greek Mythology, human body, unsolved mysteries, all the weird stuff and famous serial killers.
• My idols are: Marilyn Monroe, Elvis Presley, Audrey Hepburn, Julian Casablancas and Brendon Urie.
• I absolutely love vintage stuff.
• I don't have more than 10 clothing that are of bright colours, mostly the neutrals.
• I love rocker and scene looks.
• I have a really bad temper; I get irritated easily.
• I love love love leather studs diamonds sequins, glossy and ripped stuff and swallows. Also almost anything that blings~

• I love music.

• Actually I love to read. YES DON'T SEEM LIKE. Only about the stuffs I'm interested in.

• I don't like to dress too casually.

• I like Chanel & YSL.

• I like the names BlythE and Casablancas.

• I don't like to be in crowds.

• I ABSOLUTELY HATE INSECTS. ESPECIALLY WORMS.

• I don't eat my veggies.

• I realise I can't handle the really long slides in the swimming complexes, my heart beats really fast and I can't breathe when I'm on the slide. MAN, I'M GETTING OLD!

• I used to love gore movies, but now I can't really handle it too. LOL. Extreme ones I can't!

• I think that boys who ask for intros is automatically sending me a signal that: "I am looking for a whore" you can kindly gtfo.

• I.LOVE.MO.NO.PO.LY.

• I think that girls shouldn't have short hair and boys shouldn't have long hair.

• I can't stick to something for a long time, I have to replace it.

• I'm really absent minded, I could walk inside a room and forget why I was there.

• I hate short nails.

• I MUST wear a ring, necklace and bracelet/bangle when I'm out. It's a habit.

• I bear grudges.

• I love chicken wings and pizzas :3

Day 7 - your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

My zodiac sign is the Rat. Eh I've actually never thought about this. I think it kinda fits. I'm timid like a rat sometimes LOL

Day 8 - a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

How can it be just A moment? There's lots. And I can't remember any omg. Spare me, I'm already killing so much brain cells thinking bout the ones above.

Day 9 - how you hope your future will be like.

Have a job I'm satisfied with. Hopefully marry a rich/caucasian husband HAHAHA. No la, just a simple life? Get married and have kids?

Day 10 - discuss your first love and first kiss.

Can I skip this? Ok yes I can.

Anyway, here's something for ya'll

It alternates slapping hands when you look at the face but when you look at the hand it's not moving.. ONLY ONE HAND SLAPS. MINDFUCKKKKKKKKKK!

HAHA, that's what I see too! funny much :3

Finally, I don't feel guilty of not blogging for so long anymore. BYE! :D

E X T R A T E R R E S T R I A L

2011-02-20T19:56:00.008+08:00

HELLO! I know, my blog is dead. Too tired and lazy to update! ~.~ This is gonna be a quick post!

• Pris came over to make her specs. (today)

• No idea when this is: (DONE BY ME~)

HALLELUJAH! GOD BLESS U~

Tell me you're TURNED ON. SEXIEST THING ALIVE!

• Got me a new pair of Converse:

JK.

It's a pencil case.

• Was absent from school, the bitch went to hospital after a visit at clinic.

Funny that, SICK but lying on the bed using phone ROFL

• (BLANKKKKKKK)

• Went to visit ah bui! Chinteng's dog. Brought ahbui to NEX cause dogs were allowed at the top floor. Went to the doggy cafe. After that to her house.

Some little updates and random stuff,

• Common test this week and next week

• Went out yesterday to Plaza sing, 313, Novena, Peninsula and Bugis yesterday with ChinTeng and Karen

• Might be getting another pair of dr.martens inspired LOOOOOOOL

• Got myself a new school bag

• Ordering hell lots of stuff online

• Opening blogshop soon

• Got me a new pair of boots from F21! WEEEEEE!

• My vanity table gonna be revamped (HAPPYYY)

WILL.TRY.TO.UPDATE.MORE.

BYE.

Say what you mean. Tell me I'm right.

2011-02-07T16:55:00.003+08:00

Hello! It's been so long.

I am so extremely tired, that's why I haven't been blogging much.

Anyway, please stop asking me to send you guys photoshop. It belongs to my friend's friend, and I think he bought it? So yeah please understand.

Also, I might be opening a blogshop to sell the things my friends and I need to clear. So stay tuned.

I must say, this year's Chinese New Year kinda sucks. There isn't any atmosphere! Feels just like any other day. Except you get money $$$ 8)

Okay, straight to pictures.

Simple outfit this year.

MUM FRIGGING LOOKED 10 YEARS YOUNGER.

Daddy ♥

Oh yeah I self diy-ed my falsies. Turned out FANTABULOUS. HAHAHA

CRYSTAL CLEAR

First day, went to Daddy's side to visit relatives. Nothing much. Get red packets and sit down there, fall asleep. Went to temple next. After that, met Priscilla at NEX. :D

JUST LOOK AT THE EXTRA FATS OMGGGGGGGGS

LOL

Dinner at Hot Tomato. SOOOOOO GOOD. Talked about so much stuffs. :) Home at 10pm plus.

Second day, went to Mother's side to visit grandma also.

Third day, out with Huiling. :)

FUCKIN LOVE MY SKIRT

Yeah that's all. :) Bye!

POPPIN' HENNY XO.

2011-01-30T15:10:00.005+08:00

Everyday is a fashion show and the world is your runway.

Hello people! It's been a wonderful week. Heh :) Except for the weekdays. -_- Been really really busy these few days.

Monday & Tuesday, normal schooling day.

Wednesday onwards was HELL! Worse than hell! I didn't attend camp at OBS, so I attended MISS GOH'S non campers camp. -.- LAME LIKE HELL. She made us listen to her sexual talks, didn't allowed us to buy food at the canteen, bring your fucking own sandwich and only sandwich. SICK. NO WONDER YOU'RE STILL SINGLE AT THE AGE OF 50+ I CURSE YOU, OLD HAG! HAHAHA.

The first day was TERRIBLE. OMG. But I forgot what we did LOL.

Thursday, I was late with ChinTeng and Karen. Reached at 8.30am? She took our ez link cards HAHAHA SOMETHING NEW PLEASE? She made us write hell lots of reflection, sing kiddy songs WITH actions under the SCORCHING sun. OMG WHICH PART OF HER BRAIN IS FAULTY!?!?!? UGH. After that, pool with the girls at Kovan then home :)

Anyhoo, I was still happy cause my first palette arrived HEHE. :D

AND I LOVE IT. So pigmented! Even though it's not from Coastal Scents or w/e. ^^ Okay actually this isn't my first palette. I'll show you which is. :)

Friday, I didn't attend her stupid camp. HAHAHAHAHA I BET ONLY A FEW DID. :)

Went swimming with ChinTeng and Karen at Jurong. Got injured. Blue black now, hope there's no scars. Still had fun nonetheless. :D

I actually haven't put on any makeup since the start of 2011. Minus the countdown lah! Only eyes. Pimples still haven't got better :'(

This is random. SO CUTE. They should make every of this thing the same la!! With different patterns :3

After swimming, went to Clementi's night market(?) (pasar malam) I was drained of my energy SO TIRED. Plus the injury HURTS. I hate travelling! Had to go back from Jurong to Sengkang. I WILL OWN A CAR NEXT TIME. Or at least my boyfriend should. ROFL.

Saturday, I was out to collect.........

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ZOMG. MY CURRENT NEW OBSESSION. I'M SO CRAZY BOUT IT AHHHHHHH IT'S SOOOO PRETTTTYYY EEEEEeeeeeeeeee!~!~!!@!#@ I'M GONNA WEAR IT EVERYDAY LOL

Also headed to Plaza Sing with Karen cause I needed to get paint for art. I was feeling SO SICK. Vomitted and my head hurts like a mother bitch! IT WAS ACTUALLY THE HAIR BAND'S FAULT. OMG I THINK I HAVE A PHOBIA OF HAIR BANDS NOW. It was the baddest headache I ever had. PLUS I FELT NAUSEOUS WHICH MADE EVERYTHING WORSE. I FELT LIKE MY WHOLE HEAD WAS SHRINKING AND IT WAS GONNA EXPLODE. LOLLLLL. After I removed the shitty hair band the pain stopped. Walao, waste la! The hair band so pretty lo! :( Then headed over to Orchard to collect my shoes. Met Chinteng after that, pool at Kovan again. SHIT ASS I wasted so much on pool I COULD BUY A FEW MORE CLOTHING. AHHHHH. After pool went home. :)

These are what I got this week,

Tints for cheeks

And also, I just said that that palette wasn't my first. This is.

Wait, is this even a palette?

I AM ALSO CURRENTLY OBSESSED WITH:

VINTAGE-LIKE ITEMS. Sooooo pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think I'm gonna start collecting any vintage-printed/like items. I don't know how to say it!! I'm gonna go print vintage ads and posters tomorrow and put it up on my wall :3 I'm gonna make my vanity table look like the Hollywood type with big light bulbs surrounding the mirror HAHAHA.

Oh my, I have SO MUCH to do!!

Now I'm gonna go,

Do fake nails for my Mum for CNY,

Bling my fake eyelashes for CNY,

Bling up my phone cover, (I screwed it up now it looks like shit)

Change my bedsheets,

Try on my CNY look lest I mess it up on the actual day.

Actually was gonna go collect my clothes. ZZZ I STILL HAVEN'T COLLECTED IT. The blogshop owner was so busy. And it's at JURONG. I HATE JURONG NOW. SO FAR. UGHHH. Big thanks to Karen cuz she's helping me to collect it which saved me SO MUCH time.

Okay. Time to get BUSY. BYE! :D

Isn't this exactly where you like me?

2011-01-25T20:33:00.006+08:00

Have no fear of perfection.
Because you'll never reach it.

Monday - Thursday
Schooling.

Last Friday,
Met up with Hweeling after school at Plaza Sing. Needed to get some stuffs for CNY. So long never met her! Still the same old hweeling :3

Walked to Summerset 313 and Orchard. Home after that. :)

Saturday,

ROT BIG TIME.

Sunday,

Was supposed to meet Hweeling again at Jurong East cause I needed to collect the clothes I bought online. She couldn't make it. Oh well. Changed my next meet up to Wednesday which is tomorrow.

Met Mum at her work place instead. At NEX. Headed over with Bro. OKAY I KNOW I LOOK REALLY TIRED. Nothing on my face!

Dinner at Kabe No Ana, Japanese Spaghetti restaurant. Bought a new jacket. Lost the other one :'(

Walked around the whole mall. Bought a blazer. ^^ Home after that.

Oh my I realised I bought SO MUCH stuffs these few weeks. Maybe after my shoes and makeup palette arrived I'll take a picture to see exactly how much stuff I bought in such a short period of time LOL.

Sigh. Not going for the camp at OBS tomorrow. Don't know what's gonna happen. :( Hope that bitch is gonna make life easy. -.-

Anyway, some REALLY overdued pictures. From countdown.

That's all. BYE!

Don't be sad. Won't ever happen like this anymore.

2011-01-20T15:57:00.012+08:00

I finally understood why a song could

move a person to tears. It was not the

song; never about the song. The song was

just a switch that triggered our memories.

Hello. I'm back after eons. Been almost 2 weeks I haven't blogged. Time passes so fast this year. I guess I have no readers now haha. I don't even know why I'm keeping this blog. Prob cus I'm used to blogging after a trip outside. So never go out means no post. ~.~

So it's true that I haven't really been out. Yes I've been to Bugis last week with Priscilla. But I didn't take any pics. I don't wish to blog about those small lil details bout what I'm doing there. Obviously I went to shop. Bought so much things! Also had facial done on.. saturday. Happy ^^

Life is... so boring now. I'm such a boring person. I lead such a boring life.

Got no boyfriend,

No money,

Am stupid, tired and lazy.

What can I do?

6am - Get my ass out of the bed.

7.15am - 2.15pm/2.50pm - School starts and ends.

After 2.15pm? Walk home. Eat fucking KFC/Mac/Kaya bread (YES I like KAYA BREAD. CAN.) Move my lazy ass to the sofa. Watch tv till I fall asleep. Wake up. Watch The Two of Us on 5 at 7pm. AND America's Next Top Model LOL. Have my dinner. Ass back to the bed at 8pm. And this goes on for WEEKS.

I told ya'll I'm boring. Now you know why I have nothing to blog about? No I don't even use the com. I didn't use the com for 4 days last week. Just tv, tv, tv....

COME ON. SOMEONE. GIVE ME A SLAP. I'M SUCH A BORING PERSON. FUCK!

Some crazy fucker called and hung up. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?

Omg I sound crazy now. I FEEL SO BORED.

I've been out of my house everyday, yeah to school. I see what people do and all. I suddenly realised that there are some people that are just SO weird and fucking annoying.

I was on my way home today, and I was using my phone while I was walking. There wasn't anyone or anything in the path I'm walking. The annoying thing is, why is it that people on bicycles press their fucking bell when NOTHING is blocking their freaking path? I'm not even blocking your way! You just ring your fucking bell, give me a face, then go pass. I can understand if I'm blocking your way and am not alarmed that you are coming my way cause I'm using the phone. BUT THAT GUY FUCKING RANG THE BELL, AND RODE PASS BESIDE ME. What exactly is wrong with you? FREAK.

The second thing is, I don't understand why people don't move to the rear of the bus/mrt when there is so many people trying to get in. Mind you, they're probably on a rush you know? Why don't you just move in! ARGHHH!!!!!! Some of them just stand there. Look around. They could be thinking, "What? You think I give a fuck? I LIKE THIS POSITION. YOU MOVE IN LAH!" or "Huh????? I can't see????? What?????? You want MEEEE to move INNNNN????" COME ON. JUST BLOODY MOVE IN!

I AM FEELING SO RANDOM. I WOULD LIKE TO DO THIS NOW. SKIP IF YOU DON'T WANNA KNOW/SEE.

TAKEN FROM http://toolateforchristmas.blogspot.com/ SOZ I DIDN'T ASK, CREDIT YOU NOW :)

THE RULES!
bold the statements that are true to you, italic the statements that you wish are true, leave the rest alone.

I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m totally smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now.

I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single. (but I love somebody)
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop.

I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
I’m a pretty good dancer.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends’s ex.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.

I can’t live without black eyeliner.

I don’t know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at least one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

Wtf done so fast. I still feel so bored.

Ok. I don't feel like blogging anymore.

This shall be my inspiration + motivation.

I.AM.WORKING.TOWARDS.THIS.

Pink & blonde hair. HOLIDAYS, of course. I AM SO SERIOUS THIS TIME. Might consider some piercings. I NEED AND WANT ANOTHER TRANSFORMATION. I FEEL LIKE A PILE OF SHIT. BYE. It's TV TIME.

SMOKE AND MIRRORS.

2011-01-07T21:08:00.006+08:00

LOL FOUND THIS WEB AND I MADE THESE. WATCH IT AND LAUGH LOL I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING HAHAHAHA
HELLO. IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY. TGIF~

SCHOOL SUCKS. It was worse than last year! Class was so quiet, Huiling's gone, canteen is SO EXTREMELY PACKED, we go home at 3/2.30 EVERYDAY instead of 1.40pm which means MORE LESSONS, we have 5 SCIENCE PERIODS IN A DAY, new principle SUCKS, and I go home feeling SO TIRED EVERY SINGLE DAY.

Well I only love one subject. ART. YAY :D

I APOLOGIZE! For not blogging so often. I'm really too tired. I go to bed at 9pm! I am tired now, but still gonna blog! :D Don't stop visiting my blog okay!

Regarding school,

You see, I never ever understood why,

We learn Maths when some of us never wanted to be a mathematician/teacher/anything to do with Maths

We learn Science when some of us never wanted to be a scientist/anything to do with Science

We learn SS when some of us never wanted to be anything that needed knowledge from SS

We learn Geography

I can do with English and Chinese. Cause they're languages. We need to learn them in order to communicate. But the others? I don't see a need...

Why do we waste our time doing things we don't like, when it is not going to be used in the future, when it can ruin us because we are weak in that particular subject?

If it was my world, I said IF,

All my schools would be something like this...

There shall be schools on whatever subjects that relates to your future. Which means you study it all the way. ONLY one subject that you're interested in. There won't be so much of the same schools that study the same boring subjects like history, geo, maths and science.

Eg. You like Makeup. Go to a school that teaches you Makeup.

AND YOU STUDY MAKEUP ALL THE WAY! Till you grow up! Go that direction! And that's what you will be doing in the future. Don't like it? CHANGE ANOTHER SCHOOL OF A SUBJECT YOU'RE INTERESTED IN. LOL.

You can fully concentrate on it. So that you won't have so many dead brain cells a day. So that you won't stress out. So that you won't have homework of SO MANY DIFFERENT SUBJECTS!

Why I feel this way (why there should only be ONE subject in a school) is because

Because we have to pass Eng, Maths and Idk how many subjects, just how many will be able to make it? Why do we have to work so hard? We have to study till our brains explode!! Worse of all, when you don't like a subject, would you even put in the effort to study it? See the subject you go "sian!" already! Who would want to study it? OMG some people will force themselves so hard, set expectations WAY TOO HIGH for them, they might even commit suicide. LOL.

We only get to live once ya know! After studies, working life is even tougher! We should do what we like to do. Do something that will surely pass. Like that, we will have talents in almost everything right? Not only those business talents. Or whatever.

Omg. Imagining it now makes me feel that if I had a world of my own, it would be SO fucked up and corrupted. LOL.

That's all I have for now. BYE :D

EDIT.
Took a look at my Nuffnangs. Oh you people are SO FUNNY. HAHA

Why do so many of you search for chinteng zihui zihui chinteng? LOL. Some of you funny uh, type my URL INTO GOOGLE THEN ARRIVE ON MY BLOG INSTEAD OF TYPING IT STRAIGHT AWAY. LOLOLOL. AND WHO IS THAT THAT SEARCHED "I AM A FUCKING PURE DIAMOND"? LOL KEPT ME WONDERING LOL. OH I LOVE YOU GUYS. LOLOL BYE!

Hello, 2011!

2011-01-01T05:39:00.009+08:00

First post for 2011, 1st January! Man this is crazy!! :D

I almost forgot,

Happy New Year! :D

Time Check: It's actually 6.50am now. I took like 3 hours to prepare this post. Oh god.

So.... It's 2011! Yayness to a new year! Wow I have so much to blog I don't know where to start! Finally have this feeling for such a long time, LOL.

My thoughts on 2010:
Well... It ain't a good year to me at all. Mainly because of school. Yup...

But I still must say that I've really changed a lot from the start of 2010 to the end of 2010. Refer to my blog post and see the pictures. HUGE difference. I paid more attention to my appearance. I always find appearance really important, but I just don't have the money to buy so much clothes. And when I have the money, my taste sucked in the past, so I wasted the money on t-shirt and shorts. Which I totally regret now.

I started using makeup, did my hair, and stopped wearing t-shirt and shorts so often. Way too casual. In any ways, I've matured a lot, to me. I save up all my money for lunch. So I have money and there won't be a need to ask my parents for extra money since they don't have any. I paid for almost everything I buy. I paid for almost all my clothes, shoes, makeup and accessories. I paid for my transport and food.

2010 is definitely a better year than 2009. 2009 was HELL. No, WORSE than hell. But well, it's gone. All gone now. :')

Ten things I like about 2010:

#10: SCHOOL HOLIDAYS. LOL.

#9: Time spent with friends and family.

#8: All my "first times"

#7: A new change in my room.

#6: My results were pretty good.

#5: I've been to so many places, experienced and learned so much.

#4: I had more freedom and money.

#3: I spent more time with family.

#2: I met the Swedish guy. :)

#1: I've changed DRASTICALLY.

Ten things I dislike about 2010:

#10: Mum saying she wanted to divorce Dad.

#9: All the bad things that happened?

#8: Things I wanted to do but couldn't.

#7: Asshole that cheated my money.

#6: Teacher almost called the police in cause we did something.

#5: A cunt who betray, backstab, are two-faced and have a forked tongue.

#4: The guy I met that ruined my love life completely.

#3: Things that're constantly happening in school.

#2: Parents always out of money.

#1: Mofos I met in 2010.

And here, are my resolutions for 2011! :)

2011 Resolutions:

School:

Achieve better results.

Behave myself in school.

Myself:
Dye blonde and pink on the next December holidays. I'm serious.
Improve my makeup and hair styling skills.

Hopefully get a job?

God I don't know what else, lol. I can't think of anything!

This year, I've experienced and learnt SO MUCH things.

And there are so many "first times" this year! Here they are:

FIRST TIME
i went to universal studios

i went to marina barrage

i went to snow city

i went to expo

i went to clarke quay

i went to sentosa with so many friends

i dyed hair to golden-brown

i spent $38 on a pair of shoes

i have caucasian friends

i painted my room hot pink

i wore contacts

i learnt manicure

i stayed single for so long

i celebrated Lantern Festival with friends

i countdown to a new year with friends

i bought SO MUCH clothes, shoes, makeup and accessories in my whole life within a year

i finally have a tv in my room

i've met SO MUCH jerks in my life

i have a pink phone

i played blackshot

i stayed overnight at a chalet

i had a class outing

i ate aston, ichiban sushi, ben&jerry's, sticky's, saizeriya

i bought something from f21

i was in a car my friend drove

i bbq-ed with friends

my bro gave something to me
i walked in heels

i see a dog horny in front of me~

i had my eyebrows trimmed

i used and owned photoshop

i designed a class tee

i had a lip piercing a 2 more ear piercings

i carved my name in ancient Chinese

i went bowling

omg. And so much more. Don't wish to list it out anymore. LOL

What's happened this week:

Friday, December 31st, 2010,

Countdown at Vivo City with Priscilla and her boyfriend! She came to my house first. We then headed to Vivo. Dinner at Subway. :)

I'm a big lightbulb so I'm unhappy :(

She always bullies me!!

CUTEST PICTURE EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I HAD A FUCKING AWESOME NIGHT. HAHAHA.

How's my new fringe? Hate that there's so much holes! I comb it every 10 mins -.-

Dad fetched me home after that. :) Grabbed a bite at Mac with Mum and Dad, and home. :)

Thursday, 30th December 2010,

Just a day chilling at my house! With Priscilla again, of course! HAHA. She wanted to learn makeup so she came over. :)

Had my hair cut and my eyebrows trimmed! Hurt like a bitch HAHA :D

I LOVEEE BEING COUCH POTATO. Ordered Pizza! YESSSSS

To my room. HAHA WE HAD FUN. She drew me and I drew her. LOL

SOOOO ALIKE PLEASE!! ESP THOSE EYEBROWS. LOL!!

LOL

Colin gave this to me like when we were p3 or p5? HAHA

I'm such a sentimental person. I keep everything from primary school in a box. :)

Just wanted to have some fun. :)

HAHA!

Not sure when, but I went back to black! As you can see. Total dislike. Now my hair looks like a wig. :'( Black doesn't suit me at all. I look like crap. ARGHHHH

And here's a reply of tags :)

30 Dec 10, 01:17 AM
v:

☮☮☮

PEACE SIGN TEES

$14 EACH

Noted. :)

29 Dec 10, 09:08 PM
lin: hey which wedsite u go for the online shopping website?

For the makeup palette: http://www.firstshop.blogspot.com

For the shoes: http://www.mintpolkadots.blogspot.com

For clothes and makeup: http://www.smoochiezz.livejournal.com

29 Dec 10, 02:06 PM
woman: youre so damn rich !!!!den what do you plan for wearing during newyear? post it?

Haha, I'm not. Took me some time to save the money for those. :)

I might be planning to wear these for new year:

Definitely gonna add something more to the second outfit. :)

29 Dec 10, 04:55 AM
Psb - Owner: Youtube got lyrics , LOLOL . Hmm , you're a lucky girl , your parents buy what you wanted ._.

Haha! Not really. It's new year mah! Haha. Those shoes are for new year. I paid for the makeup palette. :)

29 Dec 10, 01:20 AM
zxc: added LOL.

I hope that 2011 will be a better year for all of you and for me. :) May all your wishes come true~ ^^

Righttttt....

Time Check: 8:31am. I spent so much time for this post. Haha! Alright, I'm gonna go get some sleep. Leave me a tag! :D

Aite. Have been through so much shit in 2010.
How tough can 2011 be!?

BRING IT ON! :D

YES I'M GOING TO HELL IN A LEATHER JACKET.

2010-12-27T22:31:00.007+08:00

HI!! I'M SO HAPPY. SO SO SO HAPPY. WHAT MAKES ME A HAPPY GIRL?????

88 WARM PALETTE

THIS. IS. WICKED. SICK!!!!!

I'M GETTING THIS. YES YES YES YES YES

I'M MAKING THESE MINE. BURNING A BIG HOLE IN ME AND MY PARENT'S POCKET. LOL

MY COSMETICS ARE ARRIVING. I JUST ORDERED CNY CLOTHES FOR ME AND MY MUM. SHIT I'M SPENDING SO MUCH!!! ONLINE SHOPPING IS WAY TOO CONVENIENT. IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY OMG

SO I'M THINKING WHAT TO WEAR FOR CNY. JUST BOUGHT 2 PAIRS OF BOOTS NOT LONG AGO. LOVE THEM LIKE HELLLLLLLLLLL! OMG I'M SO HAPPY ROFL.

I just did this! HOW'S IT? :D

Merry Christmas!

2010-12-25T21:45:00.008+08:00

Merry Christmas!

I had a SHITTY christmas this year. How bout you? :)

Praying for love in a lap dance.

2010-12-20T21:33:00.003+08:00

Guess what we did at last?

BLITHE.

2010-12-19T02:08:00.002+08:00

Promise to continue this after I got all the pics and when my com is back from fixing. :)

Stay tuned!

P/s, how's my new blog header? HAHA!

P/p/s, AIN'T THAT SANTA BABY HOT!?

LIVE LIKE YOU'RE DYING.

2010-12-13T19:25:00.006+08:00

HELLO! Almost another week is going to past... :( ughhh i hate how time flies when it's the holidays and how time goes so slow when it's school time.

Remember I said I was going back to the Italian Restaurant? HAHAHA YES I WENT BACK. On Sunday with Priscilla. I GORGED MYSELF. LOLOOLOL. JUST LOOK AT HOW MUCH FOOD WE ORDERED.

I hope I'm making you hungry.

THE PIZZA WAS DAMNNNNN GOOD. ALMOST LIKE PIZZA HUT'S! Definitely worth the price, cause it's bigger than Pizza Hut's small pan pizza! The steak was bad though.

Crazy bitch. Took so much pics of me. LOL.

So that pig wanted to go shopping. Headed to Summerset 313. Then walked to Orchard. After Orchard, FEP. OMG BOUGHT BAG SOOO PRETTY.

Home at 7pm plus. :)

Yesterday,

FEP, Bugis and Peninsula with Huiling. Bought another bag and 2 dresses. :)

I decided to do this since I don't have much to blog. I didn't complete it anyway too. Gonna do it all at once. :)

Day 1 - Your Best Friend

DONE HERE.

Day 2 - Your Crush

DONE HERE.

Day 3 — Your parents

I love my parents. Even though they make me cry, angry and sad. Mum is strong, she worked hard to provide for us. Even if she was sick and tired. Dad is good to us too. Even though we're not rich, we're happy. That's enough. :) I just wanna say, I know sometimes I'm bad, I've made you both angry. But I care for you both a lot ok! I don't do bad things that make you upset. I don't and I won't. Thanks for taking care of me and bro. Even though you're so old. So tired. My heart aches whenever I see you both get cuts and get hurt when you come back from work. I wished I could help when you both feel stressed about money problems. But I'm still young. Few more years okay! Will have job by then. Thanks a million for taking care of us. I LOVE YOU BOTH. ♥

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

LOL. I remember how my brother treated me when I was young. Threw me on the bed, wrestle me, put chewing gun on my hair and I ended up cutting it, pulled my hair, wake me up everyday from bed when I was sleeping, had to buy food for him everyday, got scolded by him when I scalded my hand while making him a drink he wanted me to make, etc etc etc. SOOOO MUCH. LIFE WAS HELLLLLL IN THE PAST.

But there was good times. We watched wrestling together. OMG THERE WAS A YEAR WE COUNTDOWN TOGETHER TO A NEW YEAR! Together with Baby (our favourite bunny) and other soft toys. LOLOOOLOL. We had party hats and all! AWW SO FUN!!

Years just go by so quickly, we've all grown up!!

I wouldn't really say I'm close to my brother. SOMETIMES I JUST HATE HIM SO MUCH. Cause I'm younger he bullies me all the time. Have to let him use com whenever he wants to, he doesn't know or want to do anything so I have to do everything. ARGH!!!

BUT I STILL LOVE HIM. CAUSE HE'S MY BRO. MY FAMILY~! ^^

Day 5 — Your dreams

My dreams? Which kind of dreams? Haha.

If it's the kind when we're sleeping, then

Now it's the kind of "dreams and goals". When I was young, I wanted to be a lawyer. Then maybe an artist. Or a chef? HAHA.

But right now, I don't have any dreams or goals. Yes I know I sound like a loser. You guys must be thinking, "WTF NO DREAMS OR GOALS!?!!? Where you gonna get to in the future!?" But we only got one chance to live. Why must we plan this and that? I don't know but that's just what I think. I don't like to have any dreams or goals anyway. I like it to go just the way it is. Haha. So yup I think that's all about my dreams.

Day 6 — A stranger

A stranger. It's kinda funny, how we get to know people.

We start as acquaintances, then to friends, and best friends. Or maybe lovers. Some go from lovers, all the way back to strangers. Some stay the same. And I wanna say that I'm thankful that I met wonderful people in my life. And we started as strangers.

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

I have absolutely nothing to write about this. I haven't been in a relationship for 1 year and 5 months! I forgot all about love!

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

I shall combine it all together since it's for this one person. I met him on the net where he added me on MSN. He's from Sweden. Freaking far away! No he's not my boyfriend, lol. Yes he's someone I wish I could meet. :) Might never be possible. Who knows? So I'm god damned thankful for the person who created MSN and webcams. x) Yes he's someone I don’t talk to as much as I’d like to. Cause he has to work. SG is 6 hours later than the time in his country, even harder to wait for him to online during school time. We can't text each other. We've drifted cause I haven't seen him online for such a long time. I waited everyday. :( No doubt he's the person I miss the most. And he's obviously someone that's not in my country. But I've never regretted knowing him. And I thank God for that. LOL SHIT THIS IS GETTING SO MUSHY AND CHEESY.

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

It's both my grandfathers. They're my only relatives that passed away.

My grandfather from my father's side passed away when I was only 2. Not much contact with him. I don't remember anything at all too. Precisely cause there isn't much contact, I would like to talk to him and get to know him better. But what's gone is gone.

My grandfather from my mum's side passed away this year. Man it was sad. Cause he was alive till this year, we had memories, even though we aren't close. He had diabetes when he was still alive. He had to poke needles in his tummy everyday and I watched him. So heartbreaking.

Funny that we humans only cherish and reminiscence when people are gone.

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

This, it's gotta be the teachers at school.

I swear they caused me a lot of pain. And I hate them to the core.

I gained so much stress. I even thought I would go crazy some day actually. LOL. Don't wish to talk about anything regarding school. Next!

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

No one actually.

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

She's Aminah. My neighbour. I love her! HAHA. I used to play with her everyday. Eat ketupat with her when it's Hari Raya. Her Mum would treat us to cookies that she made. We exchanged stickers everyday. We played Barbie everyday in my room. We played librarian too. I miss my childhood. But she's gone, moved to another place. FUCKING SAD.

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Nobody. I am me, there's no one else like me. Why would I want to be someone else? :)

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind —- good or bad

Currently... I guess there's nobody. I don't know... :(

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

To be honest, I'm the heartbreaker lol. And I'm guilty. I'm sorry. I would like to kill myself now.

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Strictly speaking, I judge everyone by their first impression. Not gonna lie about it. I mean, who doesn't, right? Ok take this for an example. When you're outside, you see someone who's. Um. ok let's say ugly. Immediately you judge that person, right? I don't know bout you lah, but that's me. Ok. Gonna be so honest about this.

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Er, no one? Life's great, no one has broke my heart or anything else. :)

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Who? I don't even remember!

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Favourite memory? Can it be lots of beautiful memories joined together to be one favourite memory? It's my family members and good friends of course that gave me my favourite memory. :)

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

No, no one. Or maybe my parents? Other than that I really don't know.

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

NO ONE. OMG. I'M SUCH A BORING PERSON. ALL NOTHING/NO ONE! :(

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Lynn. :) VERY FRIENDLY.

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Refer to Day 12.

Day 29 — The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to

NO ONE!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHH

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I see... A girl, that's been on Earth, living this wonderful life, for currently 14 years going 15, blessed with great family and friends. And I'd like to thank them. Cause my life is AWESOME. Obviously. Cause they're awesome too. HAHAHA.

And lastly, I see, a long way, ahead of me.

When Someone Said

2010-12-07T18:35:00.004+08:00

Count your blessings now,

For they're long gone,

I guess I just didn't know how

I was all wrong.

They knew better

Still you said forever

And ever

Who knew?

HELLO CUPCAKES! Almost another week has passed. SIGH! Time passes way too fast! Slow down please!! :(

There's no sound coming out from my computer and I can't find the problem. IT SUCKED MONKEY BUTTS. OKAY!!! IT'S SO BORING WITHOUT SOUND!!!!!!
I can't watch Shane Dawson, Michelle Phan & clicknetwork. NO MUSIC TOO!!! ARGHHHHHH

So anyway,

YESTERDAY WAS EAT DAY. YES EAT!! OMG I LOVE TO EAT AND I LOVE FOOD :D

Was at City Square Mall's Saizeriya Italian Restaurant with Priscilla, Colin and David. OMG THE FOOD THERE IS FUCKING NICE. AND SOOO CHEAP. PIZZA AT ONLY $5!!! DEFINITELY GOING BACK THERE AGAIN. OMGGGGG. Just the thought of it is making me drool :(

I LOVE MY NEW TOP, JEANS, BRACELET, NECKLACE, AND NAIL COLOUR LOL

SOOOO EMBARRASSING. Colin and Priscilla caused this (yeah they spilled the drink) while fighting over something LOL

Ok soooo... We waited for David to come for an hour and HE IS AN ASS. He came and said that he already eaten!! _l_ this is for you DAVID!! I was waiting for you to come SO I COULD ORDER PIZZA U ASS

MACDONALDS NEXT FOR ICE CREAM LOLOL

I WAS YAWNING

OKAY. SO I WAS HUNGRY AGAIN, I ORDERED FRIES, PRIS ORDERED PIE, AND I REDEEMED 2 CHEESEBURGERS FOR ALL OF US. OMG I'M A FATTY 8D

Dad said I have to go home by 4 cause somebody was coming to our house. Pris and David went to my house also. Reached home AND NOBODY WAS AT HOME. DAD DIDN'T TELL ME THAT THE SOMEBODY LEFT. WALAOOOOO.

STAYED AT MY HOUSE AND WATCH MOVIE. YEAH!!!! Lie on bed and watch the big screen LOL. We changed like 5 movies in all. Saw, 1 or 2 ghost movies, shutter island and the last exorcism. WALAO SHUTTER ISLAND SUCK LA. I was sleeping lor. Pris also LOL.

PICTURE TIME!!! :D

THIS IS THE UNSEXIEST THING I'VE EVER DONE LOL

LOL @ DAVID. HE MUST BE HATING PRIS CAUSE SHE DIDN'T ALLOW DAVID TO GO HOME

After the movie, went to KFC to grab something to eat. Back to my house and watched Get Him To The Greek. HAHA. Okay they went home after that. :)

Went out with Huiling too. But I forgot when.

Okay and I decided not to do that Day 1 to Day 30 thingy.

But instead I'll do this cause it seems so much easier. :D

Day 01 - 15 Random facts about yourself
Day 02 - The meaning behind your blogger name
Day 03 - Random cartoons I like
Day 04 - A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05 - A list somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06 - A person that changed your life
Day 07 - Someone/something that has the biggest impact on you & why
Day 08 - Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09 - Something you’re proud of
Day 10 - Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 12 - Who do you miss as a frend currently
Day 13 - A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14 - All about your family
Day 1 5 - Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16 - Will your life change without your parents
Day 17 - Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18 - Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19 - Nicknames you have ; why do you have them
Day 20 - Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21 - A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22 - What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23 - Something you crave for a lot
Day 24 - A letter to your parents
Day 25 - Who you hate
Day 26 - Why do you hate this person
Day 27 - Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28 - A youtube video
Day 29 - In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

OKAY. I'M DONE. BYE HUNS :D

FEVER

2010-12-01T00:30:00.003+08:00

Hello! It's December already! BAD BAD THING. This means that there's only a month till school starts. AGAIN. TERRIBLE.

Omg it's been so long since I last blogged. Cause I'm too tired, haven't got all the pictures, and when I wake up half of my day is gone, lol.

So I finally got the pictures. Not all though, lols. I waited so long I don't care anymore ARGH. Just blog!!

Just pictures. Don't feel like elaborating so much. Yeah overall the chalet was kinda fun. Haven't got good sleep at all ugh...... FUCKING TIRED ON LAST DAY HAD TO WAKE UP AT 8AM OMG.

Checked in at 3pm.

BBQ at 6pm.

I AM NEVER DOING THIS LOOK AGAIN MY EYES LOOK SO LONG LOL

Till I have no idea what time. Sleep time at 2 or 3am? I can't remember!! Didn't have good sleep on first day.

Day 2,

SEOUL GARDEN BUFFET. the waiter is so cute. LOLOL. FUCK THE DUMPINGS MADE ME SCARED HAHAHA. I will never ever order the dumplings from Seoul Garden again. LOVE THE MEAT THOUGH!!! :D

Went for a ride on a bike at the park. Fucking rain, everyone was drenched.

BBQ again!

Um next day left the chalet at 8am. Omg went home immediately bathe and sleep. SO TIRED.

Next day, went to school to hand up some form. Fucking security guard I WANNA GIVE HER A KICK. _l_!!!! After that wanted to play pool at Kovan but the auntie said must be 16. I DIDN'T EVEN HAD TO BE 16 TO BE ALLOWED TO ENTER LAST TIME. ZZZ.

To somewhere near ct's house and play with her dog instead :)

This is a dare. HAHAHAHA

lol omg it's high time i replied tags

TAGS REPLY!!!

29 Nov 10, 03:17 PM
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Thanks! :D

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Real lashes? No of course not haha!

27 Nov 10, 10:22 PM
passer: I LOVE YOUR HAIR. where did you cut it ?
To be honest, I haven't cut my hair for 2 years. Except for my fringe and sides. lol I sound LIKE A FUCKING BARBARIAN.

26 Nov 10, 07:25 PM
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Okie.

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22 Nov 10, 02:32 AM
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ONLY KNOW HOW TO SEX.

20 Nov 10, 10:37 PM
Leny Bitesyou :B: Hihi . ^^
Hello! :D

20 Nov 10, 05:20 PM
Priscilla: Lol. Ziying, i like the card you gave her so niceeeee.
ARE YOU SUREEEEEEEEEE? LOL

19 Nov 10, 08:02 PM
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GO BUY A WEBCAM LA!!! SANJI LOL

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Photobucket! That bitch.

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I AM DONE. BYE! :D

Goodbye!

2010-11-23T13:35:00.001+08:00

Bye all!

Leaving for chalet. Be back on 25th Nov with hella of

shit to blog 8D

SAVE ME I'M LOST.

2010-11-20T22:45:00.002+08:00

Hello!! AM SO LOVIN MY NEW HEADER.

I'm finally done with preparing this post. Took me hours!! Had to copy it one by one from Facebook to my folder, rename it, resize it, paste it here and remove the codes one by one. ARGHHHHH I ALMOST WENT MAD CUS I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED HALF OF IT ZOMG.

Okay anyway.

19th November, Friday,

was supposed to go to underwater world with dicky lim!!! But we're going to universal studios and have to queue early. And I reached Sentosa at like 2pm. lol. Also to save money!! So gave it a skip.

Lunch at KFC first, then explored Waterfront station.

OMG MASCOTS OUTSIDE THE CANDYLICIOUS SHOP. SOOOOO CUTE!!!!!

LOL LOVING MY NEW BAG AND SHOES :D

OMGEEEEEZZ PEEPS ARE LIKE THE CUTEST THING EVER LOL

WOW THIS HAIRSTYLE SUITS ME! LOL

LOOKS LIKE I'VE GROWN FATTER LOL

LOL @ MY HAIR

7.30PM, UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!! YEAH BABEH!!!!

BEEP BEEP FAGGOT ALERT!

LOL I FAILED TO TAKE A PIC LIKE THIS TOO CAUSE WHEN I PULLED THE HANDLE SOMEONE WALKED OUT AND I GOT THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE. DICKY SAID I JUMPED BACK LLOLOLOLOLO

I WANT A HOUSE LIKE THIS!

YAY I LOVE THIS

YES!

YOUR MUM HERE

LOL MY FACE IS LIKE "GET OFF ME OMG"

PEEPING TOM!!!!!

LEFT AT LIKE. LIKE. 9PM PLUS? DINNER AT SUBWAY. LEFT AT 10.30PM.

DEAD BEAT WHEN I'M HOME. LEGS ALMOST BROKE. LOL

18 November, Thursday,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PISAI TENG!! :D

SNOW CITY THAT DAY. :D Quite fun, but I wouldn't go back again. PATHETICALLY SMALL. NOTHING MUCH THERE. URGH.

Hougang Mall for lunch first.

Trip there was fucking long. ughhhh....

i look like a man :(

HERE WE ARE AT SNOW CITY~!

LOL SO EXCITED AT FIRST THEN I WAS LIKE "HUHHH SO SMALL ONLY" WHEN I WENT IT LOL

No cameras were allowed inside. I brought my phone. Tried my best to take as much as I could.

YEAHHHHHHHHH.

Science Centre and chalet next. BYE BABIES :D

THIS IS NOT THE END.

2010-11-17T01:07:00.010+08:00

“Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts.

Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class.

Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka.

Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex.

Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?

When protection meant wearing a helmet?

When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?

Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mom was your hero?

Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest.

War was only a board game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine.

The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?

And we couldn’t wait to grow up?”

-Author Unknown

Changes.

Is it time? Or is it just influence?